I “always thought” I was into guys, but I also thought I would never want to marry..

HOWEVER, in my school period (around age 20) I began working at a local cafe, where I met a girl (colleague). I find myself a social person but around her I somehow always was nervous and weird. Than one day, we had a work party and we secretly kissed in a bar, this changed my life you could say.

I first tried to put my feelings away and tried to think nothing about what I felt that night. However, one year later the same thing happened and we kissed again, with of course the same crazy feeling in my stomach..

oh for the record, in the periods in between we still went on like normal colleagues like nothing happened. As well, after the second kiss. A month later I went abroad for half a year and couldn’t stop thinking about it, where I came out to my best friend after three months. Still I thought it would never become something with ‘my colleague’. But I also couldn’t ignore the feelings.

After my period abroad, SHE went away for half a year. We spoke sometimes and we met up ones in London, nothing happened but I was jealous of a boy flirting with her haha.

This goes on for I think another half year. My study finished and I thought, why don’t I go back to our old work place so I can be close to her, desperate times but the best idea ever.

In some way we ended up sleeping together while I did not have a room to live in over there and she had.. Couple weeks we lived like that and FINALLY, we kissed eachother (good to know: sober). And that is how our love story started, I waited around three years, but now we are very in love and almost 4 years together. Planning to get married and have kids!!