My love story begins with a beautiful, warm August afternoon. It was my first day in a new city. I had moved to Poznan and together with a friend we decided to go to the largest LGBTQ club in Poland . The party was really great, I was about to leave when I saw another room where there was only karaoke. I went in there out of curiosity, but after a while I felt like I wasn't alone and something inside me told me to go and sing as well. Although I would never have done so before. I chose a song by the band HEY called My and Your Hope. I have no idea why.

I sat down at the bar, ordered myself a beer and waited for my turn while listening to other people. In the meantime, I noticed that the women leading this karaoke had changed. Now there was a dark-haired tall girl sitting there, relaxed in sneakers and a shirt with overbearing blue eyes. When I was called up and it was my turn I asked the girl sitting at the console to sing with me. I have no idea why. At the time it was so natural to me as if I had always been an open person and in fact I am shy and shy.

The moment we started singing together and looked into each other's eyes I knew that this was the woman I felt with my whole self, that this was the love of my life, that she was the one I was meant to be with. I fell in love at first sight. My heart rate accelerated more and more and my knees began to bend on their own. My whole body and head felt something unknown but special.

Our relationship did not last long unfortunately we were still very young then. For 8 years we had contact with each other however it was not frequent. On the day when my life outgrew me when I no longer had the strength and wanted to end with myself, I ran out of the house got into the car and was already on my way to the forest just called her as if my guardian angel was watching over me and asked her to help. Instead of going to the forest I went to Her, to my beloved Alex we spent the whole afternoon and evening with each other. It was my best day in many years.

During the meeting she told me "do what you feel" and that's what I did, thanks to that I now have a wonderful fiancée who I love above life, with whom I want to start a family. A woman who saved me and showed me anew that life can be beautiful. She was with me during my stay in the psychiatric clinic because the depression I fell into was very advanced. She was with me during the subsequent therapies and is still with me. I feel her love every second of my life. Thanks to her I have the strength to dream again.

Alexandra appeared in my life a few months after the death of the most important person in my life, so I believe that our meeting was not a coincidence. It was him, my grandfather being up there, that made an Angel appear in my life. Now we live together in Bergen op zoom in the Netherlands, later in Poland, unfortunately we don't have any rights, on the contrary in this country people say that we are sick because we love each other.

HEY-Moja i Twoja Nadzieja :

"Nothing can really help if you don't help love today."